The last day and a half has felt like the longest day of my life. It’s like one long, continuous day. I’m still lost in thought and what to think. I know this is where I’m called to be. Everything has lead to here; this is my narrow path to follow. But I think my biggest challenge is going to be living in reckless abandon for Jesus and truely letting Him in without fear. By the end of this year not only do I want to impact those around me in this generation and world; I want to learn to show my heart, my feelings, and my passions to others. I want to be shown a vision for my life. I want to open myself up to the world around me, and be able to go up to people and freely talk with them with all the love, genuinity, and excitement they need. I want to walk so close to God that I walk in a joy that can be seen in every single move I make. And that is my prayer this year. It’s going to be hard; it already is kind of hard and will continue to be hard, especially the rest of this week and month, but my God is big; He is powerful; He will set me free from my fear of man and my fear of myself. I’ll give everyone a real update on Friday or Saturday with a lot more info about the HA, how it works, and how I (and others) are handling it. But I’m just going to let it sink in until then. With love–